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Growth and Action



"Envision your dreams down through your hands and out into the world."
-The Book of Awakening

This morning the routine of school began again.  It was a beautiful morning.  An exciting morning without a lot of rush or fuss.  
Families gathered.  A beautiful poem was shared to kick off a year of new beginnings.  Two kids followed their teacher in to school with heads held high.  
I left the school feeling freedom and excitement.  I felt open and ready.  I came home to begin my new year.  
I sat down and pulled out my daily reading and read about a grandmother telling her grandson to envision his dreams down through his hands and out into the world.  The words were meant for this day.  A day to set a course of action and growth.  A day to take the dreams that were uncovered and see them move in the world.    
Last year was a time to reflect, learn, dig deep, uncover, wait, take small steps, keep my eyes open, listen, feel, release.  It was a time of work.  It was a year of listening to myself and my desires. A time to find clarity and strength.  A time to practice and evaluate.  
And now I feel a shift.  A readiness.  A lightness and excitement about how life can be lived.
I am determined to continue forward with the values that are speaking to me.  Keep them at the forefront as I start to walk in a new way.  I am resisting the urge to fill my days up and call that "action."  I am waiting for the action that speaks to me.  The action that "feels right."  
I know there will be bumps and restarts.  I know that it will be hard to stand firm and brave.  I know I will have to be gentle and forgiving when I take steps back.  This is part of the territory of life- circling back to go forward.  I will not judge those times so harshly.  This year is about growth and action and when I am asked "what are you doing this year?" I might just respond that I am growing myself-does that explain it?

What words capture the goals you have for your new school year?  Do you have a dream 
that fills your head and is ready to be moved out into the world?  Will you open your hands and set it free?

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